I have been learning lately that there is a purpose and meaning for everything that I do. Everything that God calls me to do, or not do, is completely for the glory of who He is, and everything shows itself to perfect harvest in His times.
Recently I have not felt close to God, but He was allowing me to refocus my life and decide my routine and whether or not I would allow Him to be the focus of my school year, rather than my academics. (which if any of you know me, is completely backwards from my personality. I have once studied 12 hours straight for one test...) so the fact that my goal is no longer a 4.0 in school is crazy to me.
No longer am I going to study for long periods of time, just to appease my text anxiety. Instead, I will read and study and be confident in my understanding of the material, and trust that God will bless this.
This is because God has plans that are BIGGER than my school. BIGGER than my academics. BIGGER than my visions of my path.
Academics is my way to control my future, and I need to give that control up. Personally, with what God has called me to do, I don't need straight As -as long as I feel I have learned the material (and those of you who are naturally bad test takers like myself understand).
God is in control of my path because my path is His path.
I need to live in that. ^
Growing and living,
Kate
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